1. allpoetryaside:

    She is a lopsided soliloquy. A wounded symphony played by an orchestra of her family’s “I-told-you-so”s. A tattered woman who bleeds like an oak tree. Her life story is just a sandpaper love song written on a napkin full of all the reasons why no one should ever try to hug the rain. You always end up soaking wet and by yourself. 

    She: a rusty faucet, dripping self esteem that falls quicker than short skirts in motels when the sun blinks for too long. You see, when confidence hits the ground, it echoes like sin in a room full of God, and I could hear her coming a mile away. She has violin strings for legs, a graveyard of awkward treble clefs buried in her knees and I can see the suffering inside of the concert of her walk.

    Her footsteps: they sound like the ignition to a father’s car the day that he decided that he was too thirsty to pour water on his own seed so when she calls me “daddy” I never really get excited because I know that it’s just the title that she gives the branches in her life that are destined to be abducted by the wind.

    She comes over on Wednesdays. She walks into my room like a question that neither one of us has the courage to ask. Y’know sometimes, words, they get too heavy to sit on the ivory pedestals that we’ve built inside of our mouths. Y’know sometimes, our actions, they join hands and they become behaviors that are too complicated for lips to say out loud, so instead, we just liberate our flesh letting skin speak on our behalf, the language of those who are just as afraid of commitment as they are of being alone and we speak it like it’s our native tongue.

    Honestly, I can’t tell you her favorite color… her middle name… or what her face looks like with the lights on. All I know is that we are both allergic to the exact same things: compliments… the word “beautiful”… and someone saying “I love you” with arms full of acceptance and sincerity on their breath.

    Sometimes, I wonder what she carries in the luggage underneath her eyes. Sometimes, I-I wanna ask if those bags ever get too heavy for her face. But instead, I… I let those questions sandcastle inside of my stomach. I amputate the parts of me that have grown fond of her smell.

    I wait until she leaves.

    I wash my sheets.

    And I think to myself, “most men would be proud of something like this.”

    “Lopsided” - Rudy Francisco 

     


  2. The Tallest Man on Earth - “Love is All”

    I heard him perform this song live last night. Kristian Matsson is such a poet, and one of the best folk songwriters of… ever. 
     

    Well I walk upon the river like it’s easier than land
    Evil’s in my pocket and your will is in my hand
    Oh, your will is in my hand

    And I’ll throw it in the current that I stand upon, so still
    Love is all, from what I’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill
    Oh, mine has learned to kill

    Oh, I said I could rise
    From the harness of our goals
    Here come the tears
    But like always, I let them go
    Just let them go

    And now spikes will keep on falling from the heavens to the floor
    The future was our skin and now we don’t dream anymore
    No, we don’t dream anymore

    Like a house made from spider webs and the clouds rolling in
    I bet this mighty river’s both my savior and my sin
    Oh, my savior and my sin

    Oh, I said I could rise
    From the harness of our goals
    Here come the tears
    But like always, I let them go
    Just let them go

    Well I walk upon the river like it’s easier than land
    Evil’s in my pocket and your strength is in my hand
    Your strength is in my hand

    And I’ll throw you in the current that I stand upon so still
    Love is all, from what I’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill
    Oh, mine has learned to kill

    Oh, I said I could rise
    From the harness of our goals
    Here come the tears
    But like always, I let them go
    Just let them go


     


  3. "My rhyme ain’t good just yet,
    My brain and tongue just met,
    And they ain’t friends so far.
    My words don’t travel far,
    They tangle in my hair
    And tend to go nowhere.
    They grow right back inside
    Right past my brain and eyes,
    Into my stomach juice
    Where they don’t serve much use,
    No healthy calories,
    Nutrition values."
    — from Consequence of Sounds, by Regina Spektor